carmen: Lying in bed reading a magazine on bugs and stroking Nick's spine.  All the way down to his ass and back up
elfin: still reading as he caresses
carmen: Nick's shifting and trying to persuade him to go further without saying
carmen: moving further up the bed so Gil's fingers go lower
elfin: spreading his legs just a little
carmen: knows he can't control his breathing
carmen: trying to listen to Gil, see if he's breathing faster
elfin: at some point, Gil's touch becomes knowing
elfin: teasing
carmen: slower down
carmen: faster up
elfin: as his attention shifts
elfin: Nick has such an incredible ass
carmen: turns the page to pretend he's still reading
carmen: but he's not looking any more
elfin: he hasn't taken in a word
carmen: he's looking at Nick's spine, the smooth skin
carmen: that curve of his ass
elfin: his own touch
carmen: that fits against him so well
carmen: wants to spread his palm
carmen: lie down against him
elfin: kiss the curve of the spine
elfin: the small of Nick's back
carmen: taste him
carmen: Nick turns away from him a little
carmen: shifting his leg
elfin: Gil strokes lower
carmen: making it easier.... harder
carmen: to stop.  
elfin: impossible to stop
carmen: He lets the magazine slide
carmen: Doesn't even hear it hit the floor
carmen: over his groan
elfin: as he moves his body to press close to Nick
carmen: cock semi-hard against that heavenly ass
carmen: not for long
elfin: hardening with every touch
carmen: when Nick shimmies against him
carmen: rolling into his embrace
carmen: turning his face up for the best kiss they can manage
elfin: begging him
carmen: with half words
elfin: Gil kisses the open mouth
carmen: whimpering because Gil can't hold the kiss
elfin: Gil soothing him, nipping his shoulder
carmen: Fingers sliding on his thigh
carmen: down, and then up
elfin: pushing his knee up
carmen: Nick reaching for the lube which is still somewhere in the sheets
carmen: from the last time
carmen: wants him now
elfin: Gil takes the lube
carmen: swift easy movements
carmen: practised
elfin: burying himself deep inside
carmen: Nick tries to breathe
carmen: and hears himself moaning Gil's name
elfin: Gil eases himself deeper, his whole body wrapping around Nick
carmen: wonders if he'll ever learn to control this desire that drives him
elfin: should it be controlled?
carmen: No
elfin: Gil hums in pleasure as he moves
carmen: Gil loves his lack of control
carmen: his willingness
carmen: his need
elfin: loves that Nick does this to him
carmen: Loves that Nick wants him like this
carmen: That slow lazy touches turn to this
carmen: That he doesn't have to ever wonder if Nick will want him
carmen: No longer writhe with self doubt
elfin: knowing he belongs here
carmen: inside this man, next to him
elfin: sharing himself
carmen: no turning away, no hiding the darkness and no hiding the need
carmen: and passion
carmen: Nor the love
carmen: Because it is that
carmen: As he slides into Nick's body
carmen: This is love
elfin: nothing else could feel like this
elfin: Nick so open to him
elfin: and Gil in turn, opening himself to Nick
carmen: Allowing himself to be as he is
carmen: No hiding
carmen: No bitten back words
elfin: Nick won't change him
elfin: doesn't want to change him
carmen: He doeesn't need to change for Nick
carmen: He is loveable as he is
carmen: A revelation
elfin: sounds, words made in the heat of passion, in the warmth of love
carmen: sometimes he remembers these at work
carmen: in the darkness
carmen: and he trembles
elfin: something so bright won't stay secret
carmen: he doesn't want it to.
carmen: He doesn't want to hide it
carmen: He hopes love becomes him
carmen: because he can't hide it
elfin: it shines from his eyes
elfin: in his smile
elfin: in everything he does
elfin: the world isn't such a dark place any longer
carmen: And strangely those crimes of passion hurt more
carmen: Because he understands the passion
elfin: he understands the emotion
carmen: He can no longer remain detached
elfin: and he can only believe in Nick
carmen: That Nick will be there
elfin: that it won't happen to them
carmen: when he goes home
carmen: That when they fight, there will always be a making up time
elfin: and here, like this, it's easy to believe in them.
elfin: they share who and what they are
elfin: no secrets, nothing to stand between them
carmen: Nick says his name.  Once
carmen: Nothing separates them
carmen: it is terrifying
carmen: and exhirlarating
elfin: Nick drops his head back to Gil's shoulder, connected, joined
carmen: that soft hair on his skin
carmen: that submission
elfin: Gil moves slowly
elfin: wanting to be deep
carmen: wanting to be everything to Nick
carmen: Nick's breath is a hiss of pleasure
elfin: knowing he is, knowing Nick is everything to him
carmen: There is nothing outside this room
carmen: Nothing except this bed
carmen: Nothing except this man


carmen: Nothing except them