24/7
by elfin
re-write, August 2006 to celebrate the release of the movie - still
absolutely based on the original characters played by the original
actors
Based on an idea by Gayle Fierce
Rico:
"You know, some people would
say a Ferrari isn't big enough to sit
with your size nines on the dashboard."
I'd watched with no little amusement as my partner had leaned back in
his seat and pulled
his legs up, putting one foot on the dash beside the steering wheel,
crossing his ankles.
"They'd be wrong."
Obviously. I chuckled to myself. Sonny had been grousin'
all night about the surveillance gig we'd landed courtesy of Orlando
Vice and Tampa Bay Homicide, and although he hadn't exactly been takin'
his unhappiness out on me, he hadn't been the world's best company
either. Not that there was any place else I had to be. Or
any place I'd have rather been, if I was bein' honest with myself;
which, let's face
it, I rarely was.
This assignment was one of those 'six degrees of Kevin Bacon'
things. Daniel Fagan - publisher of lavish gay porno monthly, Stiff,
workin' legally
out of Orlando for years - was constantly under the watchful eye of the
Orlando PD. So when Tampa Homicide pulled a body out of the bay a
couple of
months back and identified it as Jamie Montoya, Stiff
centrefold for
the previous
January, Orlando had looked to Fagan in that 'graspin' at straws' kinda
way cops tended to resort to when they've been chasin' someone so long
they've forgotten why they started in the first place, in the hope that
he'd had somethin' to do
with it. They'd raided his extremely luxurious and incredibly
well protected house outside of Kissimmee and had found nothin'.
Nada, as Sonny had put it readin' the report he'd dug up when we'd
become
involved it this fiasco. There wasn't even any evidence to prove
Montoya hadn't fallen into the bay by accident - there were enough
drugs in his bloodstream, according to the tox report, to make it
worthy of a vice haul.
The investigation had reluctantly lost momentum when Fagan had started
yellin' harassment, and the powers that be had told their men to back
off. Until, that was, three weeks later, when a body had been
found hanging by a silk tie from a light fitting in an expensive
apartment in Orlando.
This time they’d identified Carlo Santiago, Stiff
centrefold for
February. And suddenly Tampa Bay Homicide had teamed up with
Orlando Vice to prove once and for all that Daniel Fagan was
a killer and should be put away for life. All this came through
in the monthly interdepartmental, cross-jurisdiction memo which is
forty pages thick and which usually ends up as lavatory paper over at
OCB. Once Castillo's read it of course.
I know Sonny thought Orlando and Tampa were wrong. He’d drawn the
conclusion, late one night in a favourite bar of ours, that the police
department' homophobes were running
the show. And that's really somethin' for Sonny to say, not being
the most tolerant man I've ever known.
This apartment we were sittin' out in front of, at three am on a
stormy Sunday
night, belonged to Simon Marlo, Stiff
centrefold for March who
happened to live right here in Miami. Lucky us. We'd
overheard
the 'conversation' in Castillo's office one afternoon a couple of days
before, when men in suits from Orlando had flown down to request Miami
Dade co-operation in catching a killer. Castillo had pointed out
- loud enough for those of us listenin' at the closed door of his
office to hear - that he, like Sonny, unsurprisingly, believed they
were more
interested in puttin' Fagan away than stoppin' more young gay men
dying. But cross-jurisdiction co-operation was high on the
major's election campaign manifesto, so Sonny and I found ourselves
numbing our
butts outside a well-appointed apartment building on the edge of the
city.
Sonny had been grouchin' all night that we were hardly likely to catch
Fagan
carryin' a corpse out of the front door. There was some kind of
party
going on third floor - the floor that interested us - but there was no
music, just voices and sounds carrying through the open windows, and
we’d both been wondering about that.
"What's going on in there?"
Gina had been by recently with refreshments - and Sonny was sucking on
the straw
in his root beer while I sipped at my steamin' black coffee.
"I do not want to know."
I couldn't help but grin. "Sorry, man, I forgot. This stuff
makes you queasy." Couldn't help teasin' either.
Sonny almost choked on his drink in his hurry to protest, "I never used
the word 'queasy'. I just
said it wasn't for me."
Turnin' in my seat to look at him, to watch his reaction, I asked
straight out, "You're not the least bit... curious?"
"No." Sonny cast a glance over at me, like I knew he would.
New information about someone he was sure he knew inside out.
"You saying... you are
curious?"
I could read the interest in his voice but couldn't decide what had
caught his attention. For a long time, this had been
a delicate subject as far as Crockett was concerned, and anythin'
beyond
joking around had been skatin' on thin ice. Years back, Sonny had
been all messed up over the death of an old friend of his - Mike Orgell
- who'd got himself killed after coming out of the closet to the
less-than-tolerant reactions of his peers, Sonny and a man called Evan
Freed included. When, just six months after we'd become partners,
Evan had strolled
back into Sonny's life, it had dredged it all back up and
Sonny hadn’t known what to do or how to feel. Course, talkin' it
over with yours truly at an old gas station had helped. Not our
first
heart to heart, but definitely one of the more intense nights of my
life.
I sat for a few minutes, watchin' the entrance of the building and
tryin' to ignore the heated
jade stare drillin' into the side of my head.
Finally puttin' Sonny out of his misery, I nodded easily. "Yeah,
I guess
I am to a point. I’m not sayin' I want to leap into bed with some
leather queen, but I had a look
through some of Fagan's stuff Orlando Vice bought in. Some of
it's... hot."
It was really somethin' for me to admit to that, and I’d only ever have
said it to Sonny, knowing' it wouldn't ever go further than the two of
us and the Ferrari.
Truth was, I was more interested
in Sonny bein' interested in the idea.
I could feel his eyes widenin', feel his expression changing.
"Hot?"
He sounded stunned at the word, probably because it was me who'd used
it. "And here was me thinking you're a straight-as-a-rod
ladykiller."
I almost laughed. "Hey, man, I'm not saying I'm interested in
experimentin'. I mean, I like to see pictures
of all-female orgies but I don't want to be a part of one."
"Now I know you're winding me up."
I did laugh at that. "Nah, man. Too many women at once is
not
a good thing. They could eat you alive, and still have room left
for
one another when you're dead in a corner."
Glancing over, I caught Sonny smiling. "Yeah, how could a guy
stand
that?"
We sat in one of our comfortable silences for another half-hour, until
the door of
the building swung open and a couple of men came out; happy, holding
hands, lookin' like the least likely murder suspects in all the
world. Neither of them were our man and we had to assume he was
still inside. I wondered how Sonny would react to a suggestion of
going to find out.
I felt him shift next to me and glanced at him in the
semi-darkness. "I feel like a voyeur."
"Just doing the job, Partner."
"Yeah, well.... The job's pushin' the limits on this one."
He picked up the car phone handset and dialled Castillo's direct
line.
It rang out. Crockett swore softly and replaced the
receiver.
"Seems like the boss has gone to have some fun, leaving us to do the
dirty
tonight."
I thought about it, like I'd thought about it so many times
before. "I can't imagine what Castillo's idea of fun
might be."
"Certainly nothing like that." Sonny nodded at another two men
leaving
the party, their arms around one another and laughing
at a shared joke.
I smacked him lightly on the arm but obviously I was going to have to
work
harder for whatever was on his mind.
"You know, Sonny, we've often left places with our arms around one
another."
"Hey! That's different, man, and you know it. We're
partners. We cover each other other's butts on the street, no
where
else."
I couldn’t help it. I practically doubled over at the
innuendo.
Between gulps of laughter and staggered breaths, I managed to glance at
my
partner's expression through the tears running over my cheeks.
"Sorry...
Sonny.... That was... You should have been a comedian, man."
I watched Crockett purse his lips and watch me - his lunatic partner -
through
cynical eyes until the radio crackled to life. "Party's over,
girls," Stan's cheery voice
informed us. "Lieutenant says you can go home."
"About time." With one last withering look at me, Sonny keyed the
engine
and brought his car to life, pulling away from the curb without a
backwards glance.
*
I knew that expression on Castillo’s face. He was about to tell
us
somethin' that we definitely did not want to hear.
I watched him as he slowly assessed his assembled team, as if he was
reassuring
himself that whatever it was, we were okay. We would be
okay.
Finally he dropped the paperwork from his hands to the conference room
table.
"Orlando Homicide wants our assistance in an undercover operation to
bust Fagan."
There was a general chorus of groans.
No one likes jumpin' at another department's command, never mind
another jurisdiction.
"Undercover where?" Gina asked, sounding worried, obviously assuming
she and
Trudy
would be going in. I had no idea why. Maybe she hadn't seen
a copy of Stiff.
“There’s
an anniversary party this weekend at Fagan's place outside
Kissimmee. Previous centrefolds, potential centrefolds,
suppliers, dealers, friends. Fagan likes to party.”
Indeed.
Sonny was starin' at him like he’d lost his mind.
"You aren't serious. How do we get an invite? We don't..."
he waved his hand in the air, to the tuneful sniggers from the rest of
the unit,
"...quite fit the bill."
Castillo met Sonny's stare with one of his own.
I smiled with some sorta pride; Crockett was the only one of us who
didn't wither under the
Lieutenant’s infamous glare.
"It's an undercover. You know the drill."
Sonny's mouth opened and closed. "Me?"
"You and Rico. You're the only ones who'll cut it."
Cut it? The room fell silent around us and I glanced at my
partner - that weird, silent communication almost
buzzing in the quiet. What the hell does that mean?
Sonny sat slowly forward, palms flat on the tabletop and I just waited
for
the explosion, feelin' the sudden need to dive for cover.
"Undercover as what?"
"Potential centrefold, friends of friends, men who move in the same
circles. You're Fagan's type."
I couldn't quite believe what I was hearing. "Sonny? A
centrefold for a gay magazine?" I didn't know whether to laugh or
cry. I didn't dare look at my partner.
"I'm not asking you to follow through. Go to the party, listen to
the guests."
"But why us?"
"As I said, you're the only pair who could pull it off."
It was his use of the word 'pair' - it put an idea in my mind and
suddenly what he was suggestin' clicked with a load of other stuff in
my head. As it turned
out, at the same time as other things were clicking in Sonny's.
I could hear the incredulous disbelief in his voice as he squeaked,
"You're asking the two of us to go to Fagan's party
as a gay couple?"
Castillo wasn’t fazed. "We need to know what happened to Montaya
and
Santiago. Orlando Vice don’t have anyone who'd fit the bill.”
And we do?
"And we do?" Sonny and I - that weird ESP again.
Despite the enormity of what we were
being asked to
pull off, I couldn't help but be amused at my partner's obvious
discomfort.
Across the table, Stan and Sammy looked positively relieved, where as
Gina
and Trudy were trying and failing to hide their giggles.
"You're both professionals." Castillo abruptly ended any
discussion.
"Party starts Friday, you’ve got twenty four hours to get comfortable
with
it."
We all watched the boss leave the room, eyes wide, mouths open; a room
full of goldfish.
Sonny turned to me, eyes slightly brighter than usual.
"He can't be serious."
I chuckled, tickled by the whole idea. "I think he is, lover.”
I thought for a moment that he was going to hit me.
*
After takin' all the wise cracks we could cope with from our esteemed
colleagues, Sonny and I headed out for the St. Vitus Dance.
There was no way out of this and we knew we’d
have to make it look good. Fagan, or whoever chose the
centrefolds,
had a thing for blondes. If they were interested enough in Sonny,
they wouldn't ask too many questions about what we were doing there.
Didn't take much of a leap to imagine him as a centrefold.
Blondes usually had blue eyes, his jewelled jade was unusual. I
hadn’t
lied in the car the previous night. I’d never been interested in
other guys. But I had, on occasions, let my mind wander where
Sonny was concerned. I'd always been focused on him, always found
myself checkin' he and I were okay, were solid. He's the most
important person in the whole world to me.
When we first met, I admit, he rocked my world. He's this
incredible, passionate,
driven man, someone I forged a tight partnership with in a matter of
days. Sometimes I can't believe how close we got and how
fast.
He was nothin'
like the guys I was used to workin' with. He’d been doing
undercover work ten years and his brain hadn’t fried yet.
It worried me at times, worried me that this man I’d just found
was going to get himself killed, or worse, blow his own brains out one
day because
he’d pushed too far.
Turned out it was me who was gonna to be the loose canon of the
partnership. I took the worst risks
to get what I wanted. I’d never been like that before I’d met
Sonny,
but his influence, the intensity of his caring for me and the sheer
heat
of the city simply magnified the apparent madness that was inside
me. I’d already taken
a huge risk coming down here to Miami to revenge my brother’s murder, I
found Sonny, or he found me.
But something about how close we'd become made me push against it, to
test his loyalty again and again, coming to a head when I went
undercover
in Bolton prison without tellin' him what I was doin'. He went
berserk trying to keep me out and
berserk
when he saw me afterwards.
And I knew that I’d have done the same had it been him.
After all the dangerous things we’d done for the job, this gig couldn't
be worse, could it?
"Come on, Sonny," I sat atop the galley and tried to talk him down from
his manic pacin' of the deck. “It’s
only me!” He was upsettin' his alligator.
He stopped and stared at me. “What do you mean, only you?
You’re my partner!
I’m not gonna go to some party with you and spend the weekend kissin’
and
cuddlin’!”
He'd been like this since we'd left OCB. Castillo had handed us a
file - everything Orlando
had on Fagan, everything on every death they were looking to link him
with, everything on his empire and his publications - past and
present. It included photos of him with other men, surveillance
and press
photos, and if I'm being honest, everyone in those photographs
looked happy and relaxed with him. Orlando Vice hadn’t come up
with any
evidence that suggested Fagan was guilty of anything but questionable
taste in pornography.
Montoya and Santiago might have been coincidences - they’d been
centrefolds in the same gay magazine for consecutive months, but how
significant was that? Was there another connection? I hoped
that investigation had already been done.
Still, it was up to me to talk Sonny into this, because there was no
way we were getting out of it and equally no way Sonny was going to
make the first move. “We can do this, Sonny. We’re the best
in the business.” Strokin'
his ego was usually the best way of talkin' him into doing something he
didn’t
want to do. He'd know was I was doin', he's no chump, but he'd
appreciate it at the same time.
"Okay. So how?"
I stood up, crossing the deck, keeping my eyes on my partner.
He looked like a deer caught in the headlights of a 4x4. "How
hard
can it be? It's not like we never touche, right?"
"Riiiight." Sonny obviously didn't like where this was
going. We touched all the time, all innocent in his eyes, I'm not
so sure how it was in other's.
I held out my hand. "Come here."
He eyed me suspiciously, not moving.
I knew it would work. I’d always thought, just to myself, that
Sonny and
I looked amazin' together. I’ve seen photos of us and the
contrast
between us is pure art - ebony and ivory.
All I needed to do was get my highly-strung partner to drop some of his
inhibitions.
Sonny was curious enough, I knew, I just had to point that curiosity in
the right
direction if we were going to pull this off.
I beckoned to him with the fingers of my out-stretched hand.
"Come on. We
have to do this."
Reluctantly, Sonny came to stand in front of me, leavin' about a foot
between
us. We didn’t stand that far apart makin' drug deals.
Sonny’s one physical guy and I’d never minded. I liked
it - loved it. But I knew like he did that this was different.
"So what now?"
I was makin' it up as I went along, but he probably knew that.
"Put your arms around me."
Sonny actually did reach for me, almost on instinct I guess, but he
stopped midway, embarrassed and laughin', shakin' his head.
"I can't do this, man."
I nodded slowly. "Yes, you can. How many times have you put
your arms
around me?"
That tilt of his head, warnin' me I was close to the thinner ice.
"That's different."
"How?"
Sonny sighed. My logic was flawless. I knew he was
flustered
by me taking this so well but I wasn’t giving him an out. He
stepped
up a little closer to me and put his hands hesitantly on my hips.
"Okay. Now
what?"
I shook my head, smilin' openly. "Imagine this. We've been
going
together for years," I pulled Sonny a little closer. "You wake up
next
to me every mornin' and go to sleep with me every night." I
thought
about the number of times that had been true and I could see Sonny
thinkin'
the very same thing.
He was smiling despite himself. "Yeah. All those times I've
fallen
asleep next to you in the car on surveillance, or we've crashed our
here
or at your place. Wakin' up in the mornin's to you being all
awake,
to the smell of fresh coffee."
I was pleased. We both had to relax into this if we were going to
make
it out alive. "Imagine us out together at nights, for meals, to
clubs,
fishing...." I moved closer, Sonny's wary gaze fixin' on my
own.
"Now kiss me."
Crockett burst out laughin' - not quite the result I’d been hopin'
for. "Come on, man! I can’t kiss you!"
At least it broke the tension.
"You think
they're gonna buy it
if we just hold hands?"
Sonny frowned. "I guess not." Gettin' serious, he looked at
me, chastised. "So... you just want me... to kiss you?" I
nodded.
"With... tongues?"
I couldn’t help myself. I hadn’t expected the question and I just
burst
out laughin'.
I stepped back, hand over my mouth as it bubbled up from inside.
"I'm
sorry,” I managed, gulping for air.
Sonny was watchin' me, amused as hell, shaking his head and
grinnin'. Me losin' it had done what me talkin' hadn't - he took
over the lead. "Okay,
I can't believe we can't do this." Comin' to stand in front of me
again,
he settled his hands back on my hips and held his head up. I’m an
inch
taller than him and he had to look up slightly; I wondered if that
bothered him.
God alone knows what Crockett's neighbours thought. But I
guessed Burnett was
a strange one, with the alligator, the cars and the speedboat.
They’d
probably just think
that he and a friend were gettin' their kicks in all new ways.
Probably with the aid of drugs.
“Without tongues,” I told him firmly.
“Okay.”
He leaned forward slightly, anglin' his head, and I mirrored him.
He hesitated once, and then
our lips met tentatively. We held the poise, like we were
expecting
lightenin' to strike or somethin'.
When it didn’t, he did somethin' that I hadn’t expected him to
do.
He parted his lips and touched mine with the tip of his tongue.
My turn to freak out.
I practically jumped a foot backwards.
And when I looked up at the expression on his face, I was amazed to see
surprise and surprised to see
hurt.
“Sorry! God, Sonny… I… I just… you shocked me that's all.”
He frowned. “I’m not dumb, Rico, I know what we’re gonna have to
do to pass this off and so do you.
Was it… that bad?”
God, no. Worse. It was amazin'. He was confusin' me
with
every minute that passed. “No, it wasn’t that bad.” I
managed
a smile as I stepped forward to close in on him again. “I promise
not
to run this time.”
Smilin', Sonny slid his hands up my arms. His intense look, his
hot breath, hard body... I'd never been so aware of him in all the time
I'd known him. When he reached my shoulders,
he closed the remaining gap and I met him, lips parted as my mouth
touched his.
The first touch of the tips of our tongues was electric.
It was like kissin' a woman, only this was Sonny and I could feel the
stubble on his chin against mine, makin' me acutely aware of him being
a him. Any other
guy and I don’t think I could have done it. But this was my
partner - a
man
I cared more for than I had for anyone since Rafael’s death - and I
love
him, simple as that.
The kiss wasn’t much, but it was a start. Neither of us pushed it
any further than the tips of our tongues tasting one another blindly,
but when Sonny pulled back he was smilin' and I couldn't help but smile
back.
“See? We’ll live.”
The phone surprised us, like we'd been caught doin' somethin' illegal,
and Sonny leaned down to grab the handset from
where it lay precariously on the galley’s roof, dangerously near to
Elvis whose habit was
to eat anything that wasn’t nailed down, and chew on everything that
was.
“Hi, Lieutenant.” He glanced at me, and I knew he was hopin' to
god
that this madness had all been called off. By the change of his
expression, I guessed it hadn't been. “You have to be
kiddin'?" It was all he said, and when he ended the call, he
looked like he was ready to feed his badge
to
Elvis.
“What is it?”
“Apparently Fagan likes his centrefolds docile.” He
snorted. “The Lieutenant
said I should try to come
across
as a little less forceful than usual.”
Sonny as an subordinate. Hard to imagine. Not hard to
imagine Castillo sayin' it to him though.
“He wants us in tomorrow to go through our covers.”
I chewed on my bottom lip for a while, until he finally put me put of
my
misery, coming to sit next to me, where I’d dropped to sit on the
galley roof.
“So tell me how you want to play this.”
I shrugged, hopin' we were going to be okay. We've been through
some weird shit in our time but this was the strangest yet. I had
to play it my way. “Think you can just let
me lead?”
I wasn't expecting him to say yes, but he surprised me by smilin' and
nodded. “I think I can do that.”
“Sure?”
“Yeah. Hey, I am house trained, you know!”
*
Sonny:
Guys like Fagan love to party. It gives them a chance to throw
their money around, show off their multi-million dollar houses and the
women that kind of money attracts. In Fagan’s case, of course,
it’s the guys. Men are no different. Worse, even, I
suspected. Would I flash my dick for a million? Sure.
Would I drop 'em and bend over? Not in this life, or any other.
A friend of mine, Jake, had once told me that being gay wasn’t in the
way you dressed or the walk you walked, it was in the thoughts you
had. To look at him, no one would ever have guessed he was
gay. He looked like a regular, straight guy. Until you get
an eyeful of him and his boyfriend. He’d said to me, over a
couple of beers one night, that I looked gay, but didn’t act it.
That other people were probably scared to say anything because I’d
likely shoot them. Too right. And he knows me as Crockett,
as the person I am, not the person I spend my life masquerading as.
He’s one of the few who really know me and I’m always grateful for
those people.
His comment came back to me that afternoon as I tooled the Ferrari into
the driveway of Fagan’s twenty million dollar Kissimmee mansion - all
white-washed walls, balconies for every room, two wings set either side
of a wide central tower, the whole place deeper than it was wide.
That he lived so close to Disney World surprised me. All those
tourists and all that noise. But maybe this guy, who owned a
couple of the clubs on Pleasure Island – Disney World for the over 21s
– really did like all that stuff and wasn’t just in it for the money.
He stepped out to meet us as I killed the engine, leaving the car
parked where I thought I’d be able to move it in a hurry.
Previous experience had taught me that a good runaway car was a
necessity in a job like mine. And I had one of the best that
money could buy. Not only that, but this whole gig had a strange
vibe to it.
Fagan wasn’t a young man, but he’d obviously taken care of
himself. He looked good, dressed in a loose black shirt over
expensive white linen pants. He was slim, and that surprised me
too because most of the dealer, pimps and scuzballs we work with
indulge in the excesses of their chosen lifestyles.
He approached Rico first, and I assured myself it was simply because
I’d parked with the passenger door closest to the house, and Rico was
out of the car before me. Nothin' to worry about. I took a
deep breath; no point in tyin' myself up in knots over a threat that
for the moment at least was only in my head.
“Mr Cooper,” he shook my partner’s hand and I watched Tubbs become his
character as if he’d just donned a mask. “It’s an honour, I’ve
heard only good things.”
The lines of communication that were Izzy Moreno had been in
action. That and the fake covers loaded and updated in the FBI
mainframe.
“Likewise.” Rico returned what looked like a firm handshake and
in a second I realised that I had to get some serious presumptions and
prejudices under control. I wasn’t homophobic, despite what
people might think, I’d just not met too many gay men that I liked -
Jake excepted.
Rico accuses me of using prison gang rape as a threat when we’re trying
to open up a potential informant or a perp. He’s right, I
do. But only because that is the one thing that most guys are
terrified of.
It was what I’d been terrified of when Rico stepped into Bolton prison
undercover. I was scared for him, because at the time he wasn’t
being scared enough for himself.
I got out of the car and Fagan smiled at me, leaning over the gleamin'
hood to shake my hand.
“Sonny Burnett.” I knew that Rico was thinking the same thing as
me in that single moment. He’d used my first name, where as my
partner had been greeted as a 'Mr'. Still, nothin' to read into
that, not really. “A beautiful car you have here.”
I couldn’t help the smile of pride. I love the Testarossa.
The Daytona Spyder had been a dream of a car, but my Snow White was a
fantasy on wheels.
One of Fagan's cronies hanging around outside leaned in to the car and
grabbed our bags before I locked her up, a habit I’d forced myself to
adopt, and joined Rico followin' Fagan into the house.
“I insist that people call me Daniel,” our host informed us as we
stepped into what I could only describe as a magnificent marble
hallway. The man knew how to live. The house actually felt
like a home, rather than just a base of operations like so many places
we'd been to meet our marks. “’Mr’ is so formal.” He
stopped and turned to face us. “Craig will show you to your
room,” he indicated the man who’d lifted our bags from the car.
“Make yourselves at home, the house is yours for the weekend.
There’s a spa and two pools out back, a full bar in the lounge and our
chef will cook you anything you desire at anytime, day or night.”
We could hear quiet conversation drifting from beyond the archway that
led through into a luxuriously decorated living room.
“Some of my friends arrived early,” he told us. “Last night to be
precise. Gave Cal and I quite a surprise.” The last
sentence seemed to be for us only, as he leaned in to tell us. I
wondered who Cal was. A boyfriend, perhaps? Did gay men
have boyfriends? I should have done more research.
“When you’ve settled in, please feel free to join us.”
I smiled my most gracious, winning smile. “Thank you.” I
liked him, I realised, but I couldn’t put my finger on why.
'Craig' showed us to our room, up this wide, sweepin' staircase
from the entrance hall, along a light corridor until he threw open a
pair of double doors on the right and revealed more of a suite than a
room.
It was tastefully decorated, with floor-to-ceiling windows along the
far wall that overlooked the grounds beside the house – I could see a
couple of tennis courts and what might have been stables beyond.
Craig left us to settle and as he shut the door, I looked at my
partner. His attention was firmly fixated on the queen-sized
mattress on the raised platform in the centre of the room.
It wasn’t like sleeping in the same bed would be a first. We’d
both crashed out on the St Vitus and in anonymous hotel rooms
enough times on a bed half the
size. But something was different here and I knew it.
“It’s just in our minds, Sonny,” Rico murmured to me, readin' my
thoughts without even turnin' to look at me. Don't know how we do
that, we just do. “The bed’s big enough to lose each other in it.”
He was right.
But somethin' had been rattlin' around in the space where my brain
usually resided since that kiss we’d shared on the boat. When I
thought of Rico, I thought of safety and trust, backup and
unfailing friendship. He was the one person I could be sure
wouldn't ever
let me down, wouldn't ever walk away from me. There was somethin'
incredibly attractive about that.
“Hey, you ok?”
I nodded. “Yeah, I’m… I’m fine.” He knew me better than to
buy it, but he didn’t push for now.
On the right hand side of the room, opposite the bed, I pushed open the
door to the bathroom and felt a smile creep over my face to see a
shower big enough to party under - in the boat the shower doesn't have
the world's best water pressure - a shower like this one was my idea of
heaven. There was a large tub on squat iron legs in front of the
clear shower glass and a bidet next to the lavatory.
I’d never used one. For some wierd reason I’d always wondered
what it would feel like.
“Don’t go looking in too many cupboards, Partner,” Rico murmured behind
me.
I turned, and stared. He was standin' in the doorway of the
bathroom holding the biggest, blackest dildo I’d ever seen, and I do
work Vice, if you get my meanin'.
“Jeez, Rico! What the…. Where the hell…?”
He chuckled. “Next to the not-so-mini-bar. There’s a
wardrobe. You have to see this for yourself.”
He wasn’t kidding. The mini-bar was suggestive enough; along with
the usual extensive choice of alcoholic refreshments there was fresh
fruit and two cans of whipped cream. But the wardrobe next to it
would have made my friend Jake proud.
There was a selection of dildos in various shapes, sizes and
colours. Three types of whip, metal handcuffs, ball gags, studded
leather collars, and things I didn't even want to consider uses for.
Under any other circumstances I’d have probably gotten back into the
Ferrari and driven straight out of there. But one thing stopped
me.
On the otherwise bare, white dresser that ran along the wall next to
this adult toy collection, there was a basket, similar to one my old
Mom used to have on display in our living room that always had fresh
fruit and nuts in it. Only this one was filled with packets of
condoms and small tubes of what my brain told me was lubrication.
The vanilla alongside the more adventurous. For some reason it
said to me, ‘whatever turns you on, do it’. No pressure, nothin'
was expected of me that was above and beyond. Nothin' except for
the kissin' and cuddlin' my partner bit, and since our experiment on
the boat, that task was feelin' less and less like a chore, more like a
treat.
As he closed the wardrobe door with a quiet click, I explained my
theory to Rico. Except the bit about the treat.
Rico:
I expected Sonny to flip. I almost did when I first opened the
black wooden door and came face to face with a dominatrix's
closet. So his taking everythin' so calmly threw me
off-balance. Not like this whole gig wasn't throwing me
off-balance.
When he explained his theory about the basket of condoms on the
dresser, I was quietly impressed. Sonny isn't known for his
logical thinkin' in these situations. He's more a ‘shoot first,
ask questions later’ kinda guy.
I was more than relieved. At least I think I was. If he'd
have flipped he'd have had us both outta there faster than I could lay
down a reasonable argument. And outta there was somewhere a part
of me really wanted to be.
But he looked settled and relaxed, and admittedly that usually meant
that things would go more smoothly. When Sonny wound himself up
tight, everyone around him tended to do the same without even knowin'
it. Me included.
We showered. Separately. Him first while I swept the room
for bugs and hidden cameras. Steve Duddy, an old acquaintance of
Sonny's, Miami’s finest surveillance expert and someone the department
had swapped jail time for assistance from, had given us this neat
little device that swept a room from the bottom of a suitcase in
silence in seconds and reported back both the location of any devices
and their type along with their range. If required, it could
deactivate them too.
It reported the room as clean.
I'd just finished the sweep when Sonny stepped out of the bathroom
wrapped in a thick, white towelling robe, hair in chaos, clean-shaven,
smellin' of somethin' expensive.
Sometimes, he took my breath away.
“Everything ok?” he asked and I nodded, knowin' what he was referring
to.
“Everything’s clean.”
“Good.” He smiled, obviously pleased. “You need to try the
shower.”
The shower was incredible. I felt like I was I the midst of the
most powerful massage of my life. I stood under that pulsing
cascade for what might have been hours. The water stayed hot, the
spray stayed hard, just the way I liked it.
Just the way my libido liked it too.
Wrapping my hand around my cock, I felt myself grow against my palm and
fingers. Dropping my head back into the waterfall, eyes closed,
I jerked off slowly, lovin’ it.
Sonny:
What can I say? I’m not a voyeur, never have been, never will be.
I dressed and fixed myself a drink. For the longest time I stood
at one of the windows looking out at the sky. It was lead grey,
as stormy as I’d ever seen it, givin' everything perfect definition and
clarity.
Finally, having finished my double shot of Three Cocks bourbon (I had
to wonder if they’d chosen that brand on purpose as some kind of
innuendo) I turned back to the room.
I realised then that Rico was taking forever in the shower and I went
in to hurry him up. Not that I was too worried. Chances
were that Fagan would jump to the completely wrong reason for our
delay, and that would help us no end.
I opened the bathroom door silently and stopped.
Not until that moment had I realised just how dark and beautiful my
partner was.
I know it’s a strange thing, but I can appreciate beauty as well as
anyone. The quiet extractors in the bathroom had been designed to
stop the place from steaming up, so I had a decent view of him standin'
there behind the glass, water running in hard droplets over his
sculptured body, along his dick as he brought himself off.
There was no rush to it like there usually was to my jerk-off
sessions. He was losing himself in it, enjoying the pleasure he
could give himself, pleasure any man understood.
Just watchin' him was making me hard, and with a start I tore my eyes
from him and closed the door again, leaving him to it.
I poured myself another large double and thought about football until
my dick got the message.
But when I closed my eyes, I could see him as clearly as if I was still
standin' there watchin' him. That thing which had been rattlin'
around inside my head was slowly formin' into an idea, one I couldn’t
quite grasp yet but still that filled me with a warmth I didn’t
recognise and an ease I didn’t understand.
Rico stepped out of the bathroom five minutes later and I didn’t say a
word. Instead, I finished my second drink and dropped back onto
the huge bed, closin' my eyes and listenin' to him moving around, the
sounds of him dressing, the smell of his aftershave, more familiar than
my own I realised. This was one strange version of domestic
bliss, but lyin' there feelin' completely safe in his company, even in
this house, I decided I'd take it.
He chose an Armani suit while I preferred, had always preferred, the
more relaxed Versace look. Finally dragged my lazy ass from the
bed I brushed my usual ragout of hair into something akin to order, and
with both of us looking like a million bucks, we went to join the party
downstairs.
Finally, both of us looking like a million bucks, we went to join the
party
downstairs.
Rico:
Never in a million years did I think that Sonny would be able to
pull off submissive.
The party had definitely increased in size by the time we joined
it. Men and men, women and women, vanilla and leather queens, and
Fagan was working the
room like a pro.
Despite the storm settling in outside, the patio doors at the far end
of the enormous living room had been opened and people were already
spilling out onto the covered patio. Apparently, there was a pool
party going on too, indoors rather than out.
I watched Sonny watchin' the crowd and couldn't help but think about
his eyes on me. My orgasm in the shower had been so much more
intense with the knowledge that Sonny had seen me.
Vice cops don’t stay alive by not knowing when someone opens the door
to the room they’re in, no matter how quietly it’s done or how safe
they actually are.
He’d watched me for a long minute before closing the door again and
knowing that had made me cum like a freight train.
I couldn’t help but wonder if I’d turned him on too. It’s not
like we’ve never seen each other naked. We work more closely than
most, and the boat isn’t big enough to provide too much privacy when
we're both aboard. It's just that we hadn’t taken any notice of
one another before. Not like that.
I’d never looked at him, he’d never – as far as I knew – looked at me,
with any kind of sexual interest.
But somethin' had changed since the kiss on the boat two days
ago. Not that it had been anything passionate. More virgin
nerves - trial and error - than anythin' else. But since then I’d
been thinkin' about it, and I was pretty sure he had been too, just by
the look in his eyes when he didn't think I was payin' attention.
I got us both a drink and found him talkin' to Fagan in a small group
of strangers just outside. For a moment, I stood and watched him,
tryin' to see him in the same way others were seein' him. As my
boyfriend, my lover.
Sonny isn't exactly hard on the eyeballs. Since he’d stopped
smoking, stopped drinking so much when we were off duty (someone
explain that one to me?), he was looking better than he’d looked in a
long time and I found the word ‘gorgeous’ poppin' into my mind with
increasin' regularity.
But to think of him as my lover was… odd. I was a big fan of
women. I love women. Women have soft bits in all the right
places. Women have wet, warm places to slide into. My Sonny
was probably a gay guy’s fantasy. He wasn’t supposed to be mine.
Okay, so I was confused. And getting more confused with every
hour we spent in this place. While I’d masturbated in the shower
to vague thoughts of ladies with strong thighs and heavy breasts, I
kept feelin' that weird somethin' that I’d felt on the boat when we’d
kissed.
I glanced at Fagan as I approached the group with our drinks and found
he was watching me with a smile. I almost blushed to realise he’d
seen me eyein' up Sonny. It all added to our cover but I wasn't
sure how Sonny would take it if our host decided to make a joke out of
it.
By the time we got out of here, I swore to myself, everything would be
back to normal between us.
I was saying about Crockett and submissive? You do not hear these
two words in the same paragraph, never mind the same sentence.
But as I handed Sonny his drink – double Jack Daniels over ice – he
gave
me this dazzling smile then he did something that blew my mind.
And as he introduced me to our new friends, he leaned back into me, his
left shoulder pressing into my right, his hip into mine, natural and
relaxed like he knew his welcome, like we touched all the time.
The crazy Southern cat really knew how to work. He could fall
into a role like no one else I’d ever worked with, always walking that
fine line between living it, and becoming it. It should have
bothered me, I decided later, that I was startin' to have feelin's for
a guy who could be anyone at anytime. If I hadn't seen him at his
lowest I might have worried I didn't know who he really was. But
Sonny - my Sonny - I had to believe I knew. Because my hand sat
on his hip like it belonged there as I greeted our new friends and it
felt right. Couldn't help wonder how good we looked at that
moment either.
Jess and Christie had been together since university apparently, since
the night they’d both decided to be full-time lesbians. Jess told
me that they were firm believers in the theory that everyone was
bi-sexual, and that being straight was a conscious decision.
At that moment, with Sonny practically snuggled into my side, I had to
agree with them.
Colin and James were the straightest gay couple I’d ever met.
Colin was at least ten years older than James, and they’d obviously
struggled to accept the seemingly monogamous relationship they were now
sharing. Did everyone question themselves at some point in their
lives?
And then there was Cal. He and Fagan were so ‘together’ it was
almost frightening. As yet Fagan hadn’t been able to take his
hands off the other man, and Cal had the same problem. He was
about the same age as Fagan, in the same good shape and very obviously
in love.
We were surrounded by gay couples and I couldn't remember the last time
I'd felt so completely at ease.
“We’re going to Mannequin’s tonight,” Cal told us, “it’s one of Danny’s
clubs on Pleasure Island. You should join us."
Fagan threw in his whole-hearted agreement. They wanted us to go,
so we’d go.
Fagan caught me on my own a couple of hours later, just after Sonny had
vanished with Colin in the direction of the bar. Our small group
had moved through the course of the afternoon, being sociable, but by
then we had settled ourselves in the large, white leather couches
arranged in a square at the front of the room by the bay window
overlooking the winding driveway.
Fagan left the middle seat of the three seater and sat down in the
opposite corner. It would sandwich Sonny between us and I was
surprised at the direction that took my suspicions in.
Leaning over, Fagan told me, “He would make a fabulous model. Has
he ever done anything like that?”
“Not that I know of,” I told him, making sure I kept the thrill of
triumph out of my expression. It seemed our trip up here wasn’t
to be wasted after all. Not that 'waste' was how I'd describe
what had happened so far. We had a job to do, it was just gettin'
difficult to keep that in mind. “He can be very shy.”
Right. In the same way that sharks were.
Fagan shook his head. “That’s no problem, I have an excellent
photographer. Maybe between us we could talk him into it?”
A coloured drink appeared under my nose and I took it before Sonny
turned and dropped gracefully into the sofa, practically into my
lap. He was playing this part to the full, and he made a
commendable attempt to blow my concentration to tiny pieces as he
leaning into my side, his free hand wrapping around my leg, just above
the knee.
Even if I hadn’t thought about it before, with his warm body so close,
his trusted hands touching me, nothing in the world could have stopped
me from thinking about it then.
He might have been simply playing the role, maybe even teasing me a
little, seeing if he could get a rise out of me. Literally.
But the alcohol in my system was keeping my libido mostly under control
and my pants weren't too tight, so at least I wasn’t about to embarrass
myself in public. Or maybe that's the reaction every around me
would have expected. After all, a number of the guys we'd met
that
afternoon had looked at Sonny like he was on the menu. Couldn't
help but wonder what Sonny would do if he felt wood when he moved his
arm. Would he flip, get outta there pronto? Or would he
play, up the ante?
“Talk me into what?” He wasn't aware of any of it. It
wasn’t his usual, suspicious, ‘no one's talkin’ me into nothing, Bud’
tone that he usually adopted in these situations. This was a
purr. And I thought briefly about killing him myself when I
realised that he was seducing Fagan! One day, Sonny was going to
get us both shot.
“I was telling your extremely possessive lover here,” I almost dropped
my drink, “that you would make a stunning centrefold.”
I felt Sonny stiffen for a moment. He knew like I knew that this
was the bait being taken. It had never been so easy. Did I
just say easy?
“Me? No way,” but there was an underlying hint of interest in his
voice that would keep Fagan hooked. “I get shy around cameras.”
“What have you got to be shy about? You’re stunning! Isn’t
he stunning, Rico?”
My turn to hesitate. Sonny had turned his head away from our host
to look at me. Those sea-green eyes were sparkling with
mischief.
He felt so comfortable undercover like this, it was beyond me
sometimes. He was waiting for an answer.
Summonin' my courage, I balanced my drink on the wide arm of the sofa
and ran the backs of my fingers down Sonny’s cotton-clad arm, saying as
I did so, “he’s absolutely stunning.”
It was so easy to make him blush. And it just added to the
illusion of shy innocence that he was somehow radiating. Cal, who
was perched on the other arm of the same sofa, one arm around Fagan’s
shoulders, looked at me with the oddest expression, and for a moment I
felt like I’d corrupted Sonny. Mischievious bastard that he is, I
couldn't believe the way he was playin' us all.
He’d turned back to Fagan and was reelin' him in with the ease of a
lazy catch.
“I’ve never done any kind of modelling.”
“Very few of the men in my magazine ever have. But the camera
would worship you.” I watched Fagan studying my partner’s
face. “It doesn’t have to be nude, if that’s what you’re worried
about. Although I’d bet you have the most magnificent cock.”
I had to bite my lip to stop the unexpected laughter that bubbled up
inside of me. I didn’t want to see the expression on Sonny’s face
at that moment; I would have howled - he deserved everything he got as
far as I was concerned.
Sonny:
I couldn’t believe he’d said that!
I stared at him for a moment, feelin' Rico’s suppressed laughter in his
trembling body where I was pressed close to him. Then I
laughed. I bit my bottom lip and laughed, glancing away from
Fagan to his boyfriend for a calculated second. Cal was smiling
at me with undisguised affection. And it ocurred to me that they
both wanted me.
It was very flattering. And frankly terrifying.
"Er...."
Fagan’s face was apology incarnate. “Sorry, Sonny, that was
cruel.” He leaned forward, lookin' at Rico sittin' behind
me. “How about your lover? Is it true what they say about
black men?”
Oh, yeah. From what I’d seen in the shower, it was definitely
true.
I didn’t meet Rico’s eyes for fear of losing it completely.
Instead I just nodded pointedly.
We played so fucking dangerously sometimes. We were sitting in
the lion’s den with the king of the pride and we were playin' at
windin' each other up.
I was glad of the alcohol because against all odds, this was arousin'
me.
No way was I posin' for anyone - that wasn't part of the deal. We
were supposed to find out what happened to the two guys who’d been
whacked. Best way to do that was to spend some time lettin' the
bad guys get to know you, to trust you, and just to listen.
Luckily, Fagan’s attention was distracted for second by someone who’d
just arrived, and I used the time to regain my equilibrium.
I didn't want to admit to myself how good Rico felt, just sittin' so
close. Bein' like this with someone I trust implicitly was a
long-lost feelin' and I liked it. I stole a glance at him,
wantin' to make sure he was okay, and the next thing I knew his hand
was curved around the side of my neck, his fingers stroking the hairs
at the nape.
I took a breath a held it, swallowing against his palm, then I tilted
my head and leaned into his touch. There was something so intense
in the way he was looking at me, I hoped to god we were gonna be okay.
Before whatever was about to happen could happen, Fagan broke the spell.
“Time to party, lovers,” he informed the group in general. “The
cars are here to take us to the island.”
Rico:
I wanted to give Fagan a huge kiss from the both of us. What the
hell was I about to do with Sonny?!
The lines between me and my cover were getting real fuzzy real fast.
Pleasure Island is a place for tourists. There were about forty
clubs, bars and restaurants on the island, which was connected to the
mainland, just outside Disney World, by a flat wooden bridge.
Every night at midnight there was a street party like it was New Year's
Eve - a tickertape parade.
Mannequin’s - just one of Fagan's clubs - was closed to the tourists
that night. Most of the people who’d been at Fagan’s house had
joined us. It was a classy place, good music, expensive
champagne, state-of-the-art sound system.
We sat with the same group, although Colin and James spent most of the
night on the dance floor, and were replaced in spirit by another
couple, a straight couple this time, just for variety. I was
vaguely surprised Fagan knew any.
Their names were Joy and Steven. Steven was a banker who loved
happened to have gay friends. Joy was quiet, but obviously
enjoyed the company of those close to them.
Definitely not the murdering types. No one I’d met so far had fit
the bill, not even Fagan. After a while, you started to develop a
sixth sense for these things. Sonny’s sixth sense was well honed
and I knew it had been quiet ever since we’d arrived in Kissimmee.
It was a party town, a tourist town. Fagan and his friends were
having fun. They were rich - the world was their oyster.
What kind of publisher murdered his models anyway?
After half an hour, I excused myself and headed for the bathroom.
I took a wrong turn.
I’d never been into a ‘backroom’ of any club before in my whole life,
although I’d been aware of them. New York, Miami, these aren't
innocent places. It took a couple of seconds for my eyes to
adjust to the darker lighting, but my ears had no such problems.
I could hear low groans of men, the slappin' of flesh against
flesh. There were three men close to the door. One was in
the middle, legs spread, arms up above his head, hands pressed against
the wall for balance. There was a guy behind him, fucking him,
and as I stepped into the room I saw the third guy on his knees in
front of the first, sucking him off.
I realised that for as far as I could see, there were couples,
threesomes and orgies and they weren’t all guys.
Backing out slowly, I found the Gents.
At least the presence of the backroom meant that the toilets were
relatively safe. Relatively. As I was trying to take a
piss, I realised that there was a rhythmic knocking coming from the end
cubicle, along with a couple of stifled cries not usually associated
with sniffing coke.
Closing my eyes for one moment my fogged brain offered me up the idea
of bringing Sonny in here, of turning him face to the wall of one of
those cubicles and just burying myself in him.
It was momentary. But in that moment, my body caught fire.
“You okay?” Sonny’s traditional greeting to me when I came back
from anywhere. Five minutes in the jon or two weeks’ vacation in
New York. And it was so wonderfully normal that it settled me
down a little, to my incredible relief.
“I’m fine.” I smiled my patented 'all's well with the world'
smile, but I don't think he bought it.
“Drink, Rico?” I looked up at Cal, who, I realised then, had just
vacated the seat I was sitting in.
“Sure,” I grinned, “something long and ice cold.”
Cal’s eyes widened along with his smile, and he nodded. He’d
obviously already taken Sonny’s order and I had to forcibly push aside
the pang of jealousy I felt. What the hell was I doin'?
Sonny:
I needed to piss. I’d been drinkin' most of the afternoon,
evening and night. As I got up, Rico murmured to me, “make sure
you don’t take a wrong turn.”
All I could concentrate on was his breath on my ear and his hand on my
arm. We had to get a hold on ourselves or we were gonna do
somethin' we'd both regret.
But thirty seconds later I found out what he was referrin' to.
If I’d been sober, it would have been too much. As it was, my
libido tried to run and hide. But I didn’t. I blended into
the shadows as I walked through the long, narrow room. A small
group in one corner caught my eyes. A woman was sandwiched
between two guys, at the same time, the guy behind her was being fucked
by a fourth - man or woman I couldn't tell, but it was a strap-on being
used - bigger than any cock I'd ever seen.
“They call it a daisy chain.” I jumped at the voice in my ear and
when I turned, I didn’t know whether or not to be relieved that it was
Cal.
“I’ve never seen it done with a woman before,” I told him, for want of
anythin' better to say. Like 'how the hell does somethin' that
big fit up there?' which I didn't think would be appropriate.
Cal stayed close behind me, but the only touch was of his breath on the
back of my neck. “No one would make you do anything you didn’t
want to do, Sonny.” I couldn't make up my mind if he was tryin'
to reassure me or if he was comin' on to me.
Either way he was absolutely fucking right. I’d break their arms
and legs if they did. But I kept quiet about that and tried to
relax. A few long, hot seconds later Cal's hand was on my arm and
he was turning me. For a heart-stopping second I thought he was
going to kiss me, back me up against the nearest free bit of wall
and... but he said, “Come on, I don’t think you’re ready for this yet,”
and led me back into the main club.
Once we were out of there, he headed off to the bar and I found the
toilets.
It isn't easy to pee with a semi-erect dick.
This whole case had me turned around. My libido hadn’t been
overly predictable recently, but this was getting ridiculous.
It didn't help that Rico and I were playing with each other. It
was safer than playing with anyone else. I just hoped we were
strong enough to get through it unscathed.
Speaking of playin', as I was about to sit back down next to my
partner, Rico grabbed my arm gently and pulled.
I lost my balance and ended up just where he obviously wanted me.
Right in his lap.
His arms went around my waist so naturally that I just went with it,
turning slightly to slide one arm around his shoulders. I'm not a
heavy guy but I'm not a featherweight either. Sooner or later,
when the blood drained from his legs, he was gonna seriously regret
that move.
But he was seriously surprising me too. I’d never have imagined
that we’d be capable of pulling something like this off. I'd been
worrying since Castillo had assigned us this gig, that we'd be too
awkward with each other, too nervous to convinced anyone we were gay
lovers.
Instead, we were starting to convince ourselves.
Rico:
It was five in the a.m. when we fell back into the same leather couch
we’d left six hours before. The sun was just risin' over the
horizon.
Exhausted and drunk, Sonny was practically asleep the moment our butts
hit the cushions, head on my shoulder, eyes closed. Just as tired
and nowhere even close to sober, I reached to stroke an errant strand
of honey blond hair back from his face and minutes later caught myself
just staring at him.
I’d had him on my lap in the club for just long enough for Cal to make
the obvious ‘get a room’ comment. Despite my legs being numb by
the time I shooed him off, I missed the weight of him and the warmth of
him against my belly, against my arm. Against my treacherous
cock. Now I had him back in my arms, sleeping against me, and it
was just perfect.
Fagan had dropped into the other corner of the sofa, his attention on
his lover who was behind the bar fixing us all a last drink of the
night. Shots - doubles straight up. Ironically.
Once he had a glass in his hand, our host settled further into the sofa
and let his eyes rest on Sonny. For a while, I watched him
watching my partner. When he glanced up at me, he smiled.
“Cal and I have been together for seven years. In all that time,
no other guy’s really interested me.” Until now, I knew.
“Until now.”
No way he was gettin' his hands on Sonny.
“How long have you two been together?”
“Just over two years,” I recited the answer from the file that was
memorised in my head. Should have made it longer, closer to
reality.
“Have you had anyone else since?”
This wasn’t in the file. I shook my head. Why the hell
would I want anyone else when I had Sonny? If I had Sonny.
Fraudian slip.
“Has he?”
“Not that I know of.” I dropped my head to the back of the couch,
not taking my eyes from Fagan as I put a resume into story form.
“When I met him, he didn’t know much about the scene. I
introduced him to a lot of things.”
Fagan's eyebrows rose and he reached across, took a couple of strands
of Sonny's hair between his fingers, stroking lightly. It was all
I could do not to punch him.
His voice was quiet when he asked, “The first time you took him, was he
scared?”
Suddenly, the image from the club was back in my brain, the idea of
burying inside my partner’s body, of being a part of him, so deep into
him we were one person.
Fagan's voice overlaid itself on the picture in my head. “Did you
tell him over and over that it was okay? That you weren't going
to hurt him?”
I stared at our host, unable to speak, anger and arousing boiling my
blood.
“Is he still as tight as he was then? Or do you use butt plugs to
loosen him?”
I tightened my arm around Sonny's waist, pulling him instinctively
closer to me. I didn’t want any of that. Whatever my cock
thought. So why was the very suggestion such a turn on?
For the longest time, I just sat silently. Then I forced a
smiled. “I should take him to bed.”
Fagan nodded, smiled back, and dropped his hand.
Sonny:
I had vague memories of Rico waking me and us making it up to our
room. After that, there was nothing until I woke up with a
pounding headache and a full bladder made painful by the mere sound of
heavy rain.
It was a couple of minutes before I realised it wasn't rain - sunshine
was cutting in through the
cracks in the black drapes and what I was hearing was actually the
shower.
Then the details of the day before came flooding back in their
entirety, as if my mind had to be sure I was awake before dropping the
series of bombshells. At least I was still wearing my underwear.
Groaning, regretting it, I carefully moved. I had to pee.
This time, I made no secret of my being in the bathroom. Rico
smiled at me through the glass and turned his back, giving me at least
the illusion of privacy. Not that he hadn’t seen me take a piss
before.
“You okay, partner?” he called over the water.
I didn't answer that. Rico doesn't do hangovers. I hate him
for it. “I don’t suppose there’s any Alka Seltzer around
here?” Flushing the toilet, I opened one of the cupboards and
found every medicine known to man. Picking out the packet I
wanted, I left Rico to his shower.
By the time he’d finished, I was feeling a load better.
“You know, man,” he started as I padded into the bathroom to stand
under that fierce water for an hour, “we should shower together.”
“Ha ha.” It was the only conversation he was going to get until
I’d had at least two cups of coffee.
It wasn’t until I’d been standing under the water for some time that I
wondered if he’d been serious.
Rico:
I wanted to make sure that it was safe to venture downstairs this
morning so I left Sonny to it and went in search of life.
Fagan and Cal were sitting in the conservatory off a second lounge that
I hadn’t seen last night. There was an amazing smell of freshly
brewed coffee making its way throughout the house. If nothin'
else, that would coax Sonny from our room eventually.
“Rico!” Fagan stood up as soon as he saw me, coming straight over
to me with a stricken expression and until he spoke I thought something
terrible had happened. “Listen, Rico… last night, I was out of
line. Everything I said when we were back here… it was none of my
business. I was drunk and I’m sorry.”
I was frankly stunned. “It’s… it’s fine, honestly. No
problem.”
“Thanks. Next time, you should tell me to butt out, I get horny
when I’ve had a skin full." He patted my shoulder and left me to
pour myself a large coffee from the pot standing proud in the centre of
a laden breakfast table. I wondered about taking the pot up to
Sonny, but he’d be down soon enough, and after last night I needed some
time to assess the situation, not to mention to sort out my own mixed
up feelings.
I took one of the cushioned wicker chairs, resisting the temptation to
close my eyes again, and sipped the strong black liquid, letting the
room phase out for a short time.
Cal's strangled cry brought me straight back. Both Fagan and I
sat up - somehow I managed not to throw coffee over myself.
“Oh god… another one. Danny….” Cal handed the newspaper
he’d been reading to his boyfriend and I watched Fagan’s face fall.
“What’s up?” Not an unexpected question.
Fagan handed me the paper. Second page, in the left-hand corner,
was a picture of a young blond hair with the headline, “March Stiff is
murdered.”
Someone had killed Simon Marlo, the guy whose house Sonny and I had
been stakin' out only three nights back.
“He’s the third,” Fagan explained, sounding dumfounded rather than
upset. “January, February and March, someone’s whacking our
centrefolds.”
I caught Sonny just as he was leaving the room. Handing him a mug
of steaming black coffee from the tray I was carrying, I pushed him
gently back inside and closed the door.
“March is dead.”
He stared at me, sipping the coffee as if on autopilot. “March
who?”
“Simon Marlo? March centrefold.”
“Fuck!” Rolling his eyes, he paced across to the windows.
“Dammit!” Sighing, I watched him as he let off steam. I
knew exactly what he was feeling and thinking at that moment. “I
don’t know what good we’re doing here, Rico. Maybe we’re wasting
our time.”
Strolling over to him, I shook my head. “Not any longer.”
“What do you mean?”
“Guess who was April’s centrefold.”
Frowning, he finished off the first mug of coffee and thankfully
swapped it for the second one on the tray, downing the shot of
JackDaniels I’d brought up for him, knowing his preferred
breakfast. “Who?”
“Cal.”
He stopped pacing right in front of me, eyes widening. “Okay, so
we’re in the right place at the right time. At last.” But
his grouching had no substance to it this time. “Thanks for the
drinks, Partner.”
“Pleasure.”
We walked along the thickly carpeted corridor until we came to the
rails that surrounded the balcony overlooking the stairs and the
hallway below. We’d heard the doorbell as we left the room, and
now there were voices. Standing back, we both listened.
“Lieutenant Joe Madison,” the first voice introduced.
“Daniel Fagan. What can do I do for you gentlemen?”
“Mr Fagan, we have reason to believe that a friend of yours, a Mr Calum
Bridges listed at this address, may be in danger.”
Fagan’s laugh was joined by the slightly higher chuckle of Cal
himself. “And you’re here to protect him? That’s just
marvellous, Officers, but look around you. I feel he’s safer here
than with you, what do you think?”
The guy had a point. The place was surrounded by silent,
invisible men toting very large guns.
“I assure you, Lieutenant,” that was Cal, “security around here is more
than adequate. Danny’s bodyguards go where ever we go.”
“And,” Fagan added with a smile in his voice, “we think we may even
have a couple of undercover cops in our midst.”
We froze. I heard Sonny’s breath catch. He couldn’t mean
us. No way had they made us. Sonny and I had pulled off far
more shaky covers than these in the past. We’d been
brilliant! We’d been all over each other….
“Who knows?” Cal was saying, sounding totally nonchalant. “And
who cares?” There was a smile in his voice. “I’ll be
absolutely fine, Lieutenant, but your concern is touching. Thank
you.”
A couple of seconds later, the door closed, and Sonny and I made our
way down to the hall.
“Everything all right?” I asked, calm and casual.
“Everything’s fine. In fact,” Cal hooked one arm around his
lover’s waist, “we were thinking of going to Disney World and I
wouldn't want this to change our plans. Are you both up for a
ride?”
Sonny:
I felt as if I was thirteen again! Although if I'm being thirteen
wasn't this much fun.
I’d never been to Disney World as a kid. But I the rush of the
rides made me feel like a teenager.
Men like Fagan never queued. We walked into the park and a path
mysteriously cleared in front of us, so that I barely noticed the
tourists as I chatted with Cal. Rico was up front with our host,
but as we reached the entrance to Space Mountain, he hung back and let
us catch up.
“You ever done this before?” he asked me, fascinated.
“Sure!” But I wasn’t. I hadn’t even thought about it on the
way in, but now I was face to face with the reality, I felt
nervous. “Erm….”
“Sonny, Rico,” I smiled worriedly at Cal, and he grinned back.
“Don’t worry, it’s a walk in the park.”
“A very steep park,” I muttered, but I climbed into the car and Rico
squeezed in beside me.
“If you’re scared,” he whispered, “hang on to me.”
Message received and understood. If Fagan suspected we were cops,
we needed to wipe that suspicion clear from his mind.
Cal glanced back from the seat in front of us and grinned, raising his
eyebrows with menaces. “Hang on.”
I hung on to the front bar for dear life as the car moved off. We
entered a dark tunnel, decorated with flashing lights and pulsing with
bass music. Thirty seconds later we were falling forward, and I
was screaming as loud as my lungs would let me.
It was the most incredible rush!
Beside me, Rico was laughing, head thrown back into the torrent of air
all around us.
Letting go of the bar as we climbed yet again, I went with it, leaving
my stomach in mid-air as the car circled downwards in a tight twist.
I stopped thinking and just let myself enjoy, like I’d left all my
life’s baggage on the ground just for a minute.
When we got off, my legs were jelly. It seemed the most natural
thing in the world to slide my arm around Rico’s waist, for him to do
the same with me. At that moment, I wondered why we’d been so
worried about this.
Rico and I were closer than I’d honestly known any partners to
be. The silent communication, the weird sixth sense thing we hand
about each other. The relationship was just a couple of steps off
being a marriage. A really good marriage. After everything
we’d been through together, touching and holding was easy.
Maybe... maybe sex would be too.
I pushed that thought straight to the back of my mind and we walked
alongside Cal and Fagan, chatting and laughing, heading for the log
flume. Again, whoever was clearing the path for us was
invisible. The tourists just parted and we wandered through,
ignoring everyone but each other.
Stepping into the flume, Rico gallantly let me sit in the front.
He got in behind me, and sliding his arms around my waist, he pulled my
back into him. I wrapped my own arms over his and hung on, trying
to look around us at the course the log would take.
Cal and Fagan – Daniel as he was quickly becoming to us – climbed in
behind and the log rounded the corner to send us off on our
three-minute journey.
The first drop was gentle enough. The spray of water rising
around us for a couple of feet, splashing but hardly soaking us.
Four drops later, I was wetter than I could ever remember being with my
clothes on.
Rico:
It was complete madness! But I hadn’t laughed so hard in a very
long time, and I don’t think Sonny had either.
The four of us dripped around Disney World, sampling the rides.
After his initial apprehension on Space Mountain, Sonny threw himself
into the entertainment as thoroughly as he threw himself into
everything else.
After the flume we got onto the Pirates of the Caribbean ride without
so much as a pause in our stride, all of us feeling like kids as the
canons exploded around us and the animatronics played our their parts
tirelessly.
We’d almost dried off by the time Daniel (it was difficult to keep
calling him Fagan after spending the afternoon riding Disney rides)
talked us into sitting in a large tyre and riding it down a long,
winding water course, soaking ourselves once again.
It amused me to think of the cost of the clothes we were wrecking with
this and the limo's expensive leather seats didn’t escape water-free
either.
Once back at the mansion, Sonny and I padded upstairs to shower and
change.
“One of more weirder afternoons spent undercover,” he called from
the
bathroom over the cascade of hot water.
Definitely. But this had to be classed as one of weirder
undercover
cases we’d ever pulled, full stop. Still, not the nightmare we’d
expected
it to be.
The water stopped running and less then a minute later Sonny wondered
out
with a towel wrapped around his waist, water dripping from his hair and
chest.
His eyes were still dancing with enjoyment of the afternoon’s
activities.
“Is it me,” he began, “or could last night and today have been from
two
separate worlds?”
“It ain’t you, Partner.”
Stepping around him, dropping my damp clothes to the tiled floor, I
stepped
into the shower.
What made me leave the glass doors open, I have no idea. I was
playing
to him.
The most incredible thing about the afternoon had been Sonny’s sheer
shining
brilliance. He’d simply come alive. Suddenly I’d found
myself
seeing what was usually buried so deep inside my partner that no one
ever
saw it, not even me. I loved that I knew him better than
anyone else.
I loved that he was my Sonny, that he would open up to me and only
me.
But this had been something new. Whatever had been inside me,
kicking around my mind since that kiss on
the
boat, it had suddenly blossomed.
Through the water and the open bathroom door, I could see Sonny
towelling
himself dry before dropping naked into the centre of the massive bed.
Even from where I was standing I could see the glorious contrast
between
the white sheets and the deep tan of his skin. I could see his
damp
hair, all messed up, his closed eyes, parted lips and sculptured
chest.
His long arms stretched above his head. We'd always been relaxed
with one another, but this was
different.
Since we'd arrived here, we'd each been pushing one another, taking it
just
that little bit further each time.
Taking the soap, I worked up a lather and covered myself in the white
suds,
racing the water which was washin' them from me.
When I looked up next, Sonny had shifted on to his side on the bed and
was
watching me steadily.
I could feel the heat in his gaze arc across the distance between
us.
My throat went suddenly dry and my head light as all my blood rushed
south.
What the hell were we doin'? Did we even know what we were
playin'
with?
This chemistry between us, it’s always been there. From the
beginnin'
we’ve had a symbiosis that even I know is very rare. Not even
Rafael
and
I shared the connection Sonny and I seem to have had since Day One.
Were we pushin' that connection to its limits? Would it stretch
to
accommodate something this new? or would it snap? Did we really
want
what we seemed to be silently promisin' one another?
I had to be honest with myself about it - somethin' inside me wanted
it. I was startin' to forget how it
had
felt to look at Sonny and not feel a smouldering need, a desire for
somethin'
I’d never had before.
Turning away, closing my eyes, I tried to will my cock into
submission.
It had no scruples and no morals. This could be the best thing to
happen to us, or it could tear us apart.
When you’re on the street, you’re being backed up by colleagues, people
you
trust because you know they’re good, honest people and they’re your
friends.
When you’re undercover, the only person you have is your partner.
Sonny may be a loose canon sometimes, but as a partner, as the one
person
my life depended on when I was under, he was solid. I would never
go
under with anyone else. And now I was thinkin' about doin' the
nasty with him.
I remember, not too long ago, sitting talkin' to Joey Harden, DEA, in
the hospital one
night where he was recoverin' from a bullet wound.
He’d been undercover playing star witness to smoke out some FBI snitch,
and
had bonded tight with my partner. Sonny’s like that, he’ll get
real
close, real quick. And then usually he’ll get burned.
With Joey, it could have gone the bad way, but it didn’t. The kid
survived
the bullet pumped into his back by the bastard we’d been
after.
Sonny had worried himself sick for days. That night I spent
chatting
with Joey, Sonny had been asleep in the chair in the corner of the
room,
dead to the world for fourteen hours.
Joey had asked me about us, how long we’d been partners, how relaxed we
looked
together. Sonny had apparently said some things about
me
when they’d been out in the Keys - some real nice things. I was
touched when Joey told
me,
when he said how lucky Sonny was to have a partner he could trust
without
a doubt, without reservation. Touched Sonny felt it enough to
tell him about it, to talk about me.
Would us doing what we were thinkin' of doin' destroy that? What
were we thinkin' about doin' anyway?
It was madness!
So why did I want it so much?
Sonny:
As I watched Rico in the shower, ideas started to solidify in my
brain.
I knew by then what it was like to have Rico’s arms around me, the
strength and
comfort
in them. I knew what his mouth tasted like, how it felt, how he
felt. I imagined what it would feel like to be able to bury
myself
in his arms at night, to sleep there. I imagined what it would be
to have the freedom to touch, to tell him everythin' I wanted to tell
him.
Thinkin’ like that could be trouble. Rico’s my partner, the one
person
in the entire world I can depend on, the one who’s always been there
for
me. That’s why it was so damn tempting. To have someone
like
Rico lovin' me, someone I knew would never, ever hurt me, never betray
me,
was like a dream just out of reach.
I guess he had the same thought, because after a time he turned away
from me under the water, and I got
up
from the bed and dressed, tryin' not to think at all.
The first thin' you notice about the bad guys when you're undercover in
their
homes is that they're a sociable bunch.
In the admittedly not-so-short time that it took Rico and I to shower
and
change (a delay that only added to our cover, I can guess what Daniel
and Cal assumed we were up to), around twenty new people had arrived
and
were
milling around in the living room. Florida's unusual weather
patterns
were in full swing that day and despite having cleared for our outing
to
Disney World, the skies had darkened once again.
Dinner was awaiting us in the form of a hot buffet and we were soon
tucking
in. But the tension between Rico and I wouldn't be assuaged,
and
it was becoming less easy not to think about it with each minute that
ticked by.
Every look we gave one another was loaded. As we picked from the
extensive selection of hot and cold food,
he brushed against me, making it look and feel so outwardly natural it
was
difficult to comprehend the warmth I felt every time he did it.
As we stood talking to Jess - one half of the lesbian couple we'd met
the
previous day - I could feel his hand on the small of my back, fingers
casually tracing patterns through my thin linen shirt.
Cal noticed too. Leaning in between us, he smiled and murmured
good-naturedly,
"can you two not keep your hands off one another for ten seconds?"
Apparently not. I didn't believe that he thought we were cops,
not for a second. It wasn't too much of a stretch to reason that
Orlando Homicide, or even Vice, were running their own show and one of
more of our guests were the law just like us. Chances were we
never find out, and the way we'd been actin' with each other I'd have
been happy not to meet any of our fellow guests again. As long as
our butts were safe, we didn't really care. Not that it wouldn't
be something to yell at Lieutenant Joe Madison about once we got out of
there.
“Sonny, Rico,” we turned from Jess to Daniel. He was approaching
us with another man, a newcomer. This guy was sharp,
albino-looking eyes taking us both in with a single glance. “I’d
like you to meet Gray, our photographer.”
We both shook his hand, easy and relaxed. Nothing threatenin',
nothin' to worry about. It was so rare that we were this settled
undercover. After talking for a few minutes, I realised that he
was sizing me up for the camera. My resolution still stood, but
the side of me that plays with guns and drives too fast was flattered.
Seems like everyone was strokin' my ego today.
I felt Rico close up against me, and realised to my absolute amazement
that he was statin' his claim, markin' his territory. I.e. me. His arm snaked around my waist,
possessive, eyes filled with somethin' odd - like Gray was a
threat. He was just the photographer! Man....
I could see Daniel outta the corner of my eye, hiding a smile
not-too-subtly behind his hand.
Before I knew it, Gray was steppin' up to what he was obviously now
seein' as a challenge and moved forward himself, closing the gap so it
was me who had to stand his ground.
You' would make a fabulous ‘Stiff’ centrefold."
I almost laughed. As far as chat-up lines went, it was the worst
I’d heard in a long while. I didn’t dare glance at Rico; I could
just imagine the expression on his face and at least one part of if
would be triumph. Even if I was gay, he wouldn’t have had a worry
in the world where that guy was concerned.
See how well I know my partner? He stepped away with a small
squeeze of my hip and moved off; the ultimate insult. Gray wasn’t
a threat to him and he was makin' it clear.
But my curiosity had been stoked. And Gray – being the guy who’d
apparently photographed all three of the victims whose deaths we were
supposed to be investigating – was someone I wanted to talk to.
“I’m not photogenic,” I told him truthfully.
His eyes went wide. “Whoever told you that was talking out of his
backside,” he told me with absolute certainty. “You’re beautiful,
Sonny. Your eyes are jewels, your skin’s like caramel, your hair
is like silk.”
I was glad Rico was over talking to Colin and James, he’d have been
bent-double by now, crying with laughter, just like I was inside.
“So… you’d see me… how?”
“Oh, Baby…. Any way you want.”
I couldn’t hide my smirk much longer. “Come on, you have got to
be kidding me?”
Beside us, Daniel was smiling now. “Why don’t you see it, Sonny?”
he asked me. “Rico sees it.”
My stomach did a backwards somersault. They could see that?
Rico was... lookin' at me like that? “Rico’s biased.”
Daniel laughed softly. “Understatement. Rico worships the
ground you walk on.”
The humour faded and I looked over at where my partner was laughing
with the gorgeous Colin. It was difficult to think of Rico in
terms of anything but my partner - my best friend - the closest person
to me in the whole damn world. Although my dick seemed to be
givin' it its best shot recently. Rico was so much more than his
looks and his clothes. He was as familiar to me as his my own
shadow. Damn it, he was my shadow and I was his.
And right at that moment I wanted to crawl inside him and stay there
forever.
Rico:
Gray had been eyein' up Sonny from the moment they shook hands, and his
interest definitely was not strictly business.
But when he made that crack about Sonny being a ‘Stiff’ centrefold I
had to walk away. I almost cracked up and I knew Sonny was gonna
laugh. We’d have set one another off if I’d stayed around.
I spotted Colin and James a couple of feet away. As we spoke,
Sonny had my only slightly divided attention.
He was talkin' to Gray, probably thinkin' he was fishin' for
information when what he'd actually be doin' was winding the slimeball
up. I heard Daniel say something I couldn't quite catch, Sonny
looked up, straight at me.
For a single hard beat of my heart everything else vanished and all
that existed was Sonny Crockett and Ricardo Tubbs. In that moment
I knew somethin' was going to happen between us and my whole body
tensed like an over-taut guitar string.
Sonny:
“You two are so sweet - like you’ve only just fallen in love.”
Daniel’s amused comment pulled my attention back to the here and
now. I smiled. Only just fallen in love? That was
about right. I’d loved Rico for a long time, probably since the
night he dumped Michelle and went with me to the gas station so I could
explain about Evan and Orgell.
I hadn’t been in love with him until that moment, standin' in Daniel
Fagan's living room, when everythin' got redefined.
I turned back to Daniel and Gray, lyin' smoothly. “It’s always
been like this between us.”
Gray smirked, but Daniel threw his head back and laughed. “God, I
love you two! It’s like a fairytale! I thought Cal and I
were bad but you two… I could almost believe you’ll be faithful to one
another.”
“I thought you two were monogamous,” I stated, trying not to sound
naïve. Were gay men monogamous? Did they marry?
I knew squat about it, and not for the first time that weekend I wished
I’d done more research over and above findin' out what it felt like to
kiss my partner.
“As monogamous as we get, Sonny.” He shrugged. “We digress
now and again, nothing serious.” He smiled at me kindly.
“Haven’t had that many long-term relationships, have you?”
I shook my head. It was the truth – none, in fact, with other
guys.
Reaching out, he stopped short of touching my cheek. “You’re
perfect, you know that? I wish you’d let Gray photograph you,
even if you keep your clothes on and we never publish a single shot.”
I frowned. “Then what would be the point?”
“I would absolutely love to have you in my private collection.”
Three days ago I’d have bolted from this kind of attention. But
my ego was so inflated I was never gonna get it out the front door, and
with Rico close by I felt safe, secure. Confident in my sexuality
- whatever that was turnin' out to be. It was a little bit late
in the day to find out I fancied guys. Okay, a guy. But
Rico wasn't just anyone.
Cal rescued me, appearin' next to me and puttin' a glass of champagne
into my hand. “Would you two leave him alone? He’s had
enough of your doting. He doesn’t want to do the photos, accept
it, move on!”
Gray skulked off - and I thought maybe there was some uncomfortable
history between he and Cal. Daniel shrugged, smiled, and followed
him. I smiled at my saviour gratefully. “Thank you.”
“Don’t mention it. I think Rico’s concerned.”
Glancing again at my partner I met his laser-beam stare. Looking
back at Cal, leading him with my apparently sea-green eyes, we moved to
join them. As we got close, I slid my arm around Rico's waist,
meaning to tease. It felt natural, and more than that, it felt
good.
He turned his head, eyes full of concern for li'le ol' me. Come
on, Rico, guys with guns I can take, photographers with intent I
can't? Give me a little credit. All in my expression when I
met his gaze, and in silent response he put one arm around me and
pulled me against his hip.
It felt better than good. It felt terrific. My mouth
opened, although god knows what I was gonna say because my brain had
stopped all higher functions and was focused solely on Rico as he
leaned towards me and his lips touched mine.
Rico:
I didn’t mean to kiss him. I’d been worried about him a little,
surrounded by gay guys all telling him how gorgeous he was. He’d
usually freak under that kind of attention.
But he just sauntered over to me, Cal in tow, hooked his arm around me
cool as a cucumber.... I had to kiss him. I had to break
some of this tension between us before it blew and took us both with it.
We both froze, lips pressed gently together. He didn’t make any
effort to break the contact, and unable to resist, I pushed the tip of
my tongue out to touch the outline of his mouth.
I felt him shudder beneath me, and my whole body reacted like a loaded
gun.
I moved to grab him, wanting nothing but to tangle my fingers in his
hair, get his mouth wide open under mine and plunder it, get him naked
beneath me. I felt like my skin was on fire and he was the only
thing that would douse the flames.
Whatever it was that stopped me, I was eternally glad of it.
Something made me back off, loosen my arm at his waist, let him back
away from him a step - but no more because he looked like I'd slapped
him across the face and I didn't want him thinkin' for a second that
I'd changed my mind.
And I heard Sonny whimper, so quiet no one else could have caught
it. It was a sound that would stay with me for the rest of my
life. A sound that stroked my nerves and stoked the arousal
burning inside of me. In the darkest part of my soul, I wanted to
hurt him just to hear the sound again.
He was starin’ at me with this wild look in his eyes and I realised he
was hurtin’ already. We’d been teasing each other for too long
and now he'd realised the only thing left to us was to give up, give
in, and screw each other senseless.
I don't know if I was relieved or not when Cal - standing behind
Sonny's shoulders - threw both hands up and told us to quit it or we'd
set the sprinkler system off.
Sonny:
We were losin' it big time. I needed to put some distance between
us, just for a couple of minutes, just to cool down. Cal, Colin
and James had just seen a kiss, nothin' unusual, nothin'
surprisin'. I knew better. We weren't a couple - we weren't
even gay - bi - whatever! We were partners, closer than any
married couple I've ever known, but that wasn't the point.
When Colin picked up the conversation he'd been havin' with Rico, I
excused myself and ducked out, Cal following like I'd somehow known he
would.
"Eventually they'll stop askin'," he said obliquely as we reached the
edge of the outdoor swimming pool. It was a moment before I
pegged he wasn't talkin' about Rico.
"The photographs," I clarified, just to be sure, and Cal nodded.
Stretching out one bare foot, I stirred up the clean, sapphire water
with my toes, still distracted by the taste of my partner lingering on
my lips. "You were April, right?"
"You remember me! I'm honoured. Now I can imagine you and
Rico gettin' off on me, turn-about's fair play and all that."
I think I blushed.
"Danny wasn't sure about it," he said, voice goin' all serious.
"He wanted to see the pictures but didn't want anyone else to."
"He still published them."
"Yeah. In the end he got off on the idea of his readers jerking
off over my photo when he gets to fuck the real thing."
I turned, looked at him, tryin' to work him out. "You don't mind?"
Cal laughed gently. "If I'd have minded I wouldn't have posed in
the first place. I like porn - if I didn't I wouldn't be with
Danny. Porn stops people from going insane when they can't have
the real thing. Porn lets us learn about who we are without the
humiliation of anyone else sharing our mistakes."
For some reason it reminded me of that old joke - 'Why is porn better
than a woman? Because porn doesn't mind if you have lots of it at
once.'
I could feel his eyes on me. "Are you considering modelling for
Danny?"
Thinkin' it might open a couple more doors - or mouths - if they
thought I was, I shrugged non-commitally. "Maybe." Looking
directly at him I smiled my best, winning smile. "Don't tell your
boyfriend, I'll never hear the end of it and I'm not sure at the
moment."
Cal moved closer, but not uncomfortably close. I liked him, I
really did. "What's stopping you?"
"I've never done anything like it before."
"You'd never been fucked before your first partner put his dick up your
ass." Touche. It didn't sound as crude as it could have
done coming from Cal. My first partner never got anywhere near my
ass and neither had my current one. Yet.
And that stopped me in my tracks... was that something in Rico's
mind? Did he want to go that far?
"Sorry." He obviously thought he'd gone too far and I shook my
head with a chuckle.
"Nah, man. Don't be. Just... sparked a memory." I
lied smoothly.
"Good one, I hope."
His concern was touching, seriously.
"Oh yeah."
"Danny would love it if you'd do a photo shoot."
"I'm sure he would." I glanced at Cal. "I don't like his
photographer."
"Gray? Me neither, he makes my skin crawl."
"But you still stripped naked and posed for him."
Cal shook his head. "Not for Gray."
Rico:
I heard my name behind me as I headed out to find Sonny, and stopped to
let Daniel catch up. We'd been talking for ten minutes along with
Colin and James - whatever it was he wanted to say to me alone.
"I wanted to warn you, just in case. We think we've got two
undercover Orlando cops in our midst." I stared at him - hoping
he'd take it as amazement and not the first pulse of the 'fight or
flight' adrenaline rush that usually accompanies the words.
"We're not sure what they're investigating but we're making sure people
are aware, in case it's them."
I'm an expert at hiding emotion - relief being one of them, right up
there along with terror and amusement.
"I don't know what - if anything - you and Sonny are into...."
"Nothin' heavy." Burnett came to mind and I added, "Once, a while
back, but not any more."
Daniel smiled, looking as relieved as I felt. "Good.
Because the thought of either of you in prison...." He feigned a
shudder and I knew he wasn't thinkin' about me at all.
I told Sonny about the conversation when we went back up to the room
around six thirty to chill out for a couple of hours. We lay on
the bed - his feet next to my head on the pillows - and at some point
his hand found mine on the sheets between us and our fingers tangled
lazily as we dozed, both lost in our thoughts.
I was half-listening to the conversation drifting up through the open
patio doors out onto the balcony. More people were arriving for
the evening's festivities but I wasn't feeling any compunction to move until the live jazz band started up in the garden.
I love live jazz.
But Sonny was the first one up, and I watched him unashamedly as he
stripped and went for a quick shower, emerging after just a couple of
minutes, drippin' with water, semi-erect, towel over his head as he
rubbed his hair dry.
Suddenly i could see him as a centrefold - just like he looked then,
the water drops running over his flawless tan, body all hard lines and
smooth curves, dick promising more if someone was nice to it....
Closing my eyes I rolled on to my back, flung one arm over my face and
groaned.
"You okay, man?" He actually sounded concerned.
I had to laugh. "Christ, Sonny...." Lifting my arm I turned
my head back to face him. "You'd tempt the Pope."
To give him credit, he did at least look apologetic. "Ain't like
we've drip-dried in one another's presence before, Partner."
"Ain't like I've ever spent the weekend with my arms around you and my
tongue down your throat either, Partner."
Okay, slight exaggeration I'll admit, but it made my point graphically
enough. Better still, it made him blush.
I forced myself off the bed, doing nothing to hide my own physical
reaction to him, but not daring to go near him just in case my hand
slipped and my fingers touched - however briefly - hot, bare
flesh. If that happened I might do something we'd both
regret. There was still a chance that despite all the playacting
he still didn't want what naturally followed all the cuddlin' we'd been
doin'.
As I sauntered passed, heading for the bathroom, his palm brushed my
bare shoulder and the touch shot straight to my cock. Glancing at
him I saw the heat in his eyes even as he said,
"That could be construed as a lethal weapon partner."
His mouth turned up into a grin and I mirrored it, feeling a break in
tension I hadn't been aware of. Making the mistake of turning his
back on me, I couldn't resist. My palm slapped his firm white
backside and I sprinted for the bathroom.
"Son of a -" But he didn't come after me. If he had done, I
don't think we'd have made it to the party that night.
Sonny:
We were doin' a great job of windin' each other up so tight sooner or
later something was gonna break.
I could only hope we'd be okay, cos we were long past stoppin' it.
Rico dressed in sea-green silk over smooth grey pants. My fine
partner. I'd always thought - graceful, beautiful in a dark,
deadly kinda way.
I wanted to match him - sophistication for sophistication - so I found
an off-white silk shirt and loose black pants, soft to the touch and
just tight enough to hug what was then an almost permanent hard-on.
I was inexplicably pleased at the way he stared at me, the way the tip
of his tongue touched his lips, like he did when he saw somethin' he
liked. We were playin' with fire - stokin' the flames - not
carin' now how badly we got burnt.
"Jesus Christ, Rico! How do you keep your hands off him?"
Cal's comment, rising as it did when we stepped into the crowd out in
the garden, attracted some attention and Daniel's -- response, "he
doesn't!" brought forth a few wolf-whistles. I think I was
blushin' by the time we reached the bar.
Just breathin' I could taste the cannabis in the air.
A five-piece jazz band was swingin' on a small, covered stage close to
the pool. Rico loves jazz. For his birthday last year I
took him to this jazz club in south Miami, a place I'd known for years
but had never taken anyone to. My place, where I went to unwind
when things got really bad. Our place from that night. I
know how much it had meant to him, me takin' him there.
Daniel found us near to the band, a young blond following in his wake
who he introduced to us as, "Mike Swan, Mr May."
The thought occurred, as I shook his hand, that he was a potential
victim in the centrefolds line up if we didn't catch our killer - and
we weren't exactly makin' any positive leads in that direction.
But Cal was next in line if the monthly order was being followed, and
we were in the right place to protect him, as Rico had pointed out.
Mr "Call me Swan" was a nice enough kid. No more than twenty but
genuine, a little nervous and I wondered how he'd found the nerve to
strip and pose for the slimeball Gray.
My partner was obviously wondering the same thing, because he asked
straight out.
Swan graced us with the same smile I'd bet he used on the shoot, and
told us without embarrassment,
"I'm far more comfortable in front of a camera than I am around
people. Cameras don't make a move on you, they just watch.
I like to be watched."
I couldn't stop my eyebrows from rising, couldn't stop the flush of embarrassment either; the shower in our room was providing plenty of
opportunity for voyeurism and although nothin' in the past had stopped
me admirin' a beautiful woman, to be lookin' at Rico in the same way,
with the same thoughts, was startin' to feel way too natural.
More than that, it felt good, felt honest. Felt right.
I felt Rico's hand at the small of my back and leaned into it
instinctively - like this steppin' up of the physical between us was
just another form of that weird silent communication we have
goin'. I realised I'd zoned out for a moment; his thumb strokin'
me through my shirt was a question and I glanced at him.
"Sorry - miles away."
It was a lie. I was right there, more focused than I'd been in
years. Just not on the job. On him - like my awareness was
tuned in to him in a way it hadn't been before.
"Sure you're okay?"
I was starin' at his mouth! Oh, man... my whole body was reactin'
to him, to his nearness, his touch, his presence there next to
me. It can't have just been the dope in the air, this was
something that wasn't going to be put off much longer.
I heard my name through the fog in my arousal-addled brain and saw Cal
wavin' me over to him. Any excuse to excuse myself. I
stepped away from Rico's hand, instantly bereft of his hot touch, and
smiled my apology at Swan who was still standin' there, probably
wonderin' what strange ESP was happen' between me and my partner.
Inexplicable.
I left it to Rico and headed for where Cal was waitin' for me.
Rico:
I was so hard it hurt. A single, part-friendly, part-teasin'
touch wasn't cuttin' it with my libedo any longer. It wanted
more, wanted everythin'.
I watched Sonny's back, watched the almost translucent silk flow around
him, not too tight, not too loose, the light through the material
outlining him - muscled, toned, defined. Achingly beautiful and
incredibly sensual. Whatever my cock was thinkin', I didn't just
want one-night and I knew it well. I wanted permanent, monogamous, forever. I wanted things I'd never wanted before
in all my life. Not domesticity but trust, faith, safety,
familiarity. I wanted to go to sleep with him and wake up next to
him.
I was in love in him.
It wasn't the revelation it might have been, had we not spent the last
thirty-six hours all over each other. But even then... Sonny's
always been someone special, my best friend, my partner.
More. People we know - people we work with - say those things
about each other and I know they don't feel what I've felt for Sonny
from days after we met.
I looked at the back of his head as he laughed at something Cal had
said. I wanted my fingers in his hair, my mouth on his skin, his
body naked and movin' against mine.
I was lost in him, just watchin' him, as a woman's voice joined the
jazz musicians, changing the tone from exclusive background to
somethin' more intimate. She reminded me of the singer at the
club Sonny took me to on my birthday. That was one special night,
and looking back on it maybe there were hints of this even then.
Maybe there'd been hints of it throughout our partnership.
Swan, I realised, had vanished. No big loss. I finished my
drink in one swallow - liquid burning down my throat - and approached
Sonny, siddlin' up behind him, catching Cal's smilin' eyes over his
shoulder and slidin' my arms around his waist, heart in my throat,
butterflies in my belly.
His hand settled over my wrist - no big thing, we'd been doin' this all
weekend more or less - so I took it one step further, wantin' this to
be somethin' new. Licking my lips I touched them to the top of
his spine between the ends of his hair and the collar of his shirt,
sitting low on his back. I felt him tense just slightly, heard
the soft sound - between a hum and a groan - and kissed him there
again, dropping a series of light touches across his nape. He
tasted clean and hot, a hint of salty sweat and that elusive ingredient
that made him him.
Sonny turned, and lifting my head I watched Cal retreating, eyes still
on us and filled with a hunger I not only understood but shared.
Green eyes held mine, still in the circle of my arms, his hooking over
my shoulders, linking around my neck; I could feel the cold of his
glass against the top of my back, condensation soaking through my
shirt.
"Rico -"
I knew I was lookin' into the face of Sonny Crockett and for the moment
it was just the two of us; no covers, no lies.
"- are we sure about this?"
Trust like I've never known from anyone before. True faith in me
that my opinion, my decision, would be the right one for both of
us. I tried to make it with my heart and not my cock.
"Yeah, Sonny. We're sure."
Standing so close, just an inch apart, his smilin' mouth was irresistible. He moved his head to one side, leaning towards me
like he had when we first tried this on the St Vitus Dance and
this time neither of us laughed, humour the furthest thing from our
minds as our mouths met no longer tentative but unfailingly certain.
Leaving the party, we headed upstairs, not caring what our hosts
thought although they were probably jumping to the right
conclusion. Until we were inside our room with the door closed
and locked, we didn’t touch, we didn't even speak.
Then, in one fluid, graceful movement, he turned and wrapped himself
around me, his mouth effortlessly finding mine, his hands feelin' like
they were everywhere at once, strokin' me, yankin' my shirt from the
back of my pants to finally touch skin to skin.
His tongue battled with mine, determined, powerful and ultimately so
fucking sexy.
He was on fire; I could feel the flames engulfing me as he pushed and
my back collided with the door givin' me somethin' to lean on.
I got the buttons of his shirt undone, co-ordinated movement as
difficult as it had ever been with the hard outline of his erection
rubbin' up against my trapped, throbbing cock, but he gently grabbed
both wrists, pushing them slowly behind me, wrapping long fingers
around them at the small of my back.
“Sonny,” I gasped his name as he broke the kiss, wanting to hear it as
much as I needed to say it, to anchor us both, knowin' what he was
tryin' to do but not understandin' it.
He pulled back a little, and whatever I expected to see in his
expression, it wasn’t what was there. His eyes were shining with
love - a love so real, like it was consuming him. "Oh,
man...." I couldn't find the words. Sonny Crockett was all
heat and passion. To be the focus of that was more than I’d ever
known. He knew, I realised, that he couldn't hold me in place if
I didn't want me to. He needed me to co-operate.
“You trust me, Rico?”
He didn't honestly have to ask. “With my life.”
“Then let me, just for now.”
I nodded my consent, desperate just to have his mouth back on mine, his
hands all over me.
Releasin' my wrists, trustin' me to keep them behind my back as he
unfastened my shirt and pushed it open, off my shoulders, trappin' my
arms more effectively. He leaned in and kissed me, tongue
caressing my lips in long, wet licks before sliding inside.
I sucked on him gently, pressing as much of me against him as I could,
needing to feel him along every inch of me. My fingers curled,
fingernails biting into my palms as I imagined how he was going to be -
the textures of him, silk and steel.
His mouth left mine, moved to my throat and I moved my head to one
side, silently guidin' him to that spot just... there... ahhh...
between the curve of my jaw and the line of my throat, up behind the
earlobe. The hard tip of his tongue caressed me and my whole body
shuddered. I couldn't stop the long moan like I couldn't stop the
inevitable surge of strength against him pining me in place, hands
trapped between my back and the door, Sonny's weight holding me there.
“Please, Rico,” I could feel his lips shift against my skin, hot, wet,
words spoken onto me like flowing sketches. “Let me, just for
now.”
“Want to touch you,” I gasped, “need to touch you... Sonny....”
Sliding his hands to my chest he draw his fingernails lightly through
the tight, dark curls there, thumbs teasing pebble- hard nipples,
pinching them tight and quick before stroking gently as at the same
time his teeth grazed across my throat, biting an earlobe, tongue
following the curve of the shell, drivin' me nuts.
I had to touch him. Wrapping one leg up around his, I thrust once
against him and started to struggle in earnest.
He released me and immediately I went for skin against my hands.
I almost tore the shirt from his body, leavin' him with no choice but
to take his hands off me to shrug the silk to the floor.
Spreading my fingers, I ran my hands up his luxurious body, fingers
mapping him, eyes takin' in every detail until his mouth found mine
again and he moaned, the vibrations against my tougue making my whole
body respond in kind.
Unwinding my leg, pushing away from the door, I moved us with no
resistance until his ankles hit the edge of the wooden platform and he
stepped up, leading me then to the bed.
Sonny:
My partner, the most beautiful, graceful, sensual being I've ever met.
We devoured each other.
I sat down on the bed before slowly lying back, and he crawled over
me. Wrapping arms around one another we kissed, lips and tongues
moving restlessly, hands all over one another.
I could feel him, rock hard and heavy through his pants and mine, and
as nervous about releasing the monster I knew was in there I wanted to
hold him, weight him against my palm, smell him and god help me, taste
him.
"Rico...." How the hell I said it I don't know, but the words
came out almost of their own free will. "Want to touch you."
He knew what I meant like I'd known he would. Rollin' off me he
unfastened and unzipped - pushin' his pants and briefs over his hips
and down those long legs until they were on the floor and I could look
- really look. He was bigger than me, length and girth, not that
I cared at that moment when my own dick felt like it might
explode. I reached between us to touch him, but he stopped me,
pushed my hands away and took my own pants and underwear off me.
His fingers ghosted along the underside of my aching dick, that first
touch almost enough to set me off. I bounced against his hand and
he giggled in that way he has, wrappin' his whole hand around me before
I could form words. I managed a sound - somethin' loud and
gutteral, orderin' enough synapses in my brain to enable me to return the favour. My
thumb barely met my fingers as I grasped him and a thought regarding
other parts of my body sent a shiver reflex down my spine.
He started to stroke me - his fist just tight enough, the movement of
his fingers hittin' all the right places. Waves of the good stuff
started rolling through me, again and again, and I was ridin' every one
so when he stopped I yelled something brightly obscene into the room,
putting a wicked smile on his face.
He moved, spreadin' my legs with his knees, worryin' me for a second
until he caught my obviously uncertain expression and smiled.
"Don't think either of us are ready for that yet, Partner."
Cool. He had that right. I settled back, shoulders against
the snow white, daily-changed sheets, hand on his bunched thigh as he
knelt between my legs and took me back in his hand, using his other one
to lift my balls, to knead them gently. Then as he tightened his
grip and began to slowly pump me, he started to rub that long, smooth
run between my balls and my ass, thumb pressing against something
amazin' inside, setting sparkles off behind my eyeballs as my body
wound itself up tighter and tighter.
When it finally released I came all over his hand, the sensation
exquisite, almost painful at first, then glorious, gorgeous... and his
hand continued to move, drawing every drop from my pulsing balls,
giving me shivers of pleasure with every down stroke, shudders of
something deeper than orgasm. I felt tears being squeezed from my
eyes at the sheer intensity of it and at that moment he stopped, just
held my limp organ for a second before raising his hand to his mouth
and deliberately licking my seed from his skin, tongue lapping at it.
Impossibly, the very sight of him set me alight again.
I reared up, grabbed him around the neck, kissed him hard - tasting
what I realised was me in his mouth.
“Your turn. Come for me. I want to hear you come with my
name on your lips.”
I got him on his back, then I don't know what possessed me, but I
shifted down the big bed, settled between his dark thighs and wrapped
my lips around the crown of his black dick. His whole body
tensed, pulled tight as an E string, this low groan escapin' like
trapped air. It was good for him, I knew that. But I didn't
know how far I could go. He tasted bitter-sweet, salt and nutmeg,
not unpleasant. And his reaction to, oh man... I could live for
the sounds he was making. Could live for him.
Experimentally, I took more of him into my mouth, sliding him over my
tongue, covering teeth with lips, opening to accommodate him.
His hands were clawed into the sheets and I knew from personal
experience how badly he wanted to get his fingers in my hair and push
me down on him. He wouldn't and I knew it, but I knew how much it
was costing him not to. Not that he seemed to be at all
distracted from how it was feeling.
"Sonny...." I knew the tone, knew what was coming. I took
his balls into my palm, gently rolling them against my fingers, not
lifting off. "Sonny... please...."
He lifted his head and our eyes met over the dark curls at his
crotch... he came, quick and hard, down my throat and I swallowed it
all, even licking his cock as it went soft in my mouth.
Rico:
Jesus Christ. Sonny Crockett, lying between my legs, with my cock
in his mouth... if we'd never done it again that would have been enough
to keep me fantastising for the rest of my natural life. I
couldn't talk, couldn't express how I felt about him at that moment in
anything more than a kiss - one that gave me my own taste overlaying
Sonny's. The best taste there is.
Keepin' his mouth on mine he crawled up my body, I wrapped my arms
around him, wanted him as close as he could be with out being inside
him. And that... that was an idea I'd pushed right out of the way
for now.
When we finally parted, wrapped in one another, he was smilin' at me in
this incredible shy way.
"Long time comin', huh?"
I could only agree. “Yeah, all that tension building up, was
gonna blow us sky high eventually.”
"And here was me thinkin' it did."
Already he was makin' himself comfortable usin' me as a pillow.
Fine with me.
I don't remember much after that, just Sonny's weight on me and his
flushed skin under my hands.
I’